I nid frens'__'

Actually..
I nid frens too
I hate alone so much
sometimes
i really envy a lot of ppl hv many fren
At skul
their fren accompany them go 2 canteen,go 2 toilet and another
At outside
their fren go shopping wif them
Only me
I'm always alone!
So painful..
really..
but nobody knw!
What's wrong with me?
now is April ady i still nt hv a fren in SMJ!
coz what?
may be I'm new student..
may be my look is bad..
may be my result is bad..
so nobody wanna be frens wif me
Aiks
When i can hv frens at SMJ?